FINALLY...

so i think finally, i will get the one thing that i have ever REALLY REALLY wanted..a CAR!! its a '92 jeep cherokee laredo..its really cute..im pretty sure that i'm going to look at it on friday, if i can get work off, and i better be able to..otherwise i dont think im gonna show up..i really want this car.it is so cute..well, tonite brought a bunch of nothing. i just worked till 9 and then went over to car's with some of the girls and we watched the season 2 premiere of laguna beach, its so sick on how addicted we all are to that show. its so weird how you can find interest in the drama that goes on in someone else's life. oh well, it takes me away from my life, or at least the 30 minutes that its on does. well im really excited for tomorrow..i am finally hangin out with chris schifelbein. i havent seen him in forever. i seriously love that kid so much. we have such an uncanny connection. heknows what im thinking and i know what hes thinking. i wanna be with him. he is such a sweetheart, i just want him. so i was really excited that i called him tonite and he asked if i wanted to hang out tomorrow, i mean of course i said yes...so after i get off work, i'm all his...hes such a cutie..god i have such a little school girl crush. i mean yea i've had interest in other guys recently, but chris is the only one thats given me butterflies and has made me giddy, i am so excited to see him. i miss him. and i love kissing him. omg. its the best feeling in the world. i feel so loved by him. ahh god damn, i gotta watch myself here. getting extremely connected to my ex's best friend, good idea?? uhh i dunno?? haha well whatever comes with it, i know that he has feelings for me. i know he does. he has ever since andy and i have been together. and more so when me and andy broke up. i hope things finally work out between me and him. chris is awesome. and i think it would be fun to date again. especially with such a cool laid back guy like him. i need that for once. more fun than drama, and i know i would get that from him...ahh just look at me, im going off...i like chris. i finaly admitted to someone that i like someone.. carly is the only one that knows...ahh..i am happy...i have a CRUSH and i finally LIKE IT....haha...

good night,
steph :)